Tuesday, January 10, 2012

"I can't eat!"

goodmorning, fellow bloggers. :)

just want to start off saying, that i have an eating disorder.
so, today, this post is going to be about that.

i restrict & binge/purge.
i do one for a while, then the other for a while, etc.

in dance, especially ballet, eating disorders are very common.
there is a big pressure to be a certain weight.
many dancers follow a strict eating plan, which easily becomes anorexia.
some dancers will eat with friends, then purge.
i am one of these dancers.

i want to shed awareness on the subject of eating disorders.
not just in dancers, but in girls (and boys!) everywhere.
i think it is a growing problem that needs attention.

i have been hospitalized 8 times in a psych ward for my ED behavior & sent to an inpatient ED facility once.
sadly, many girls (and boys) don't get this chance. they are stuck suffering in silence.
i urge you to get help if you need it.

if anyone has an eating disorder and needs support, do not hesitate to comment this blog.
thank you for listening.

xo

Sunday, January 8, 2012

dance, dance!

listening to the lemonade mouth soundtrack & dancing in my head.
i'm at my brother's for a few days, so i can't actually dance where people can see.
heh.

i'm bobbing my head to the beat and tapping my feet.
my body wants to move so bad, to feel the music groove.
i need to break free and just dance.

dance auditions coming up for expressions.
i'm super nervous.
i'm going to be dancing to lightweight by demi lovato.
:)

also gonna try to sing for dave at refuge next sunday.
gonna sing this is me by demi lovato.
superrrrrr nervous.

my neice sang at a church fundraiser last night.
she was freakin' fantastic; she has the voice of an angel.
she sang lead me to the cross; & i almost cried. heh.
love you, taytayyy. <3

welp, that's it for now!
thanks for readinggggg. :3

xo

Saturday, January 7, 2012

welcome!

& hello! welcome to my page!

i used to have a blog on here but i forgot the login so i made this one!
i hope you find it interesting & worth reading.
i'd love to make friends that i can text with & stuff.
sooooo, SUBSCRIBE! :D


xo